Realizations

I've got to say, it hasn't been the most relaxing July so far. When I got back from Ontario, we launched full swing into trying to find a new place to live. We were considering moving out August 1 depending on what came up. Also, I was feeling very stressed out over work, due to the fact that there hadn't been very many shifts available at all, and all of the casuals were fighting for hours. Sounds a bit vicious, but it's kind of true. And wondering what would be the best thing for me to do for my last few months of working.

But I read something recently that was about just relaxing for a moment and letting God bless you. Taking the time to stop worrying so much and seeing how He is providing all around you, even though it might not always be the way you expect. Trusting that things will fall into place.
And I feel as if that has been very true in the last few days. I've been getting all uptight about everything, worried about how it's going to work out. In the meantime, answers and blessings have been flowing in freely.

We found a new apartment on Saturday. It's a main floor, big front windows great location. I still don't feel 100% about it, but that's my old transition-anxiety kicking in. Brian thinks its perfect for us and we will be very happy there, and I know that he's right. Also, the lease starts September 1, so we don't have to worry about paying for 2 places at once. It also has 3 bedrooms- one for us, one for an office/ guest room, and one for Baby C! I can't wait to start arranging baby stuff in there.

Also, the place doesn't come with a washer and dryer, meaning we would have to go appliance shopping. Not so fun. However, after a little search on Kijiji, we are getting one dropped off here tonight, only a year and half old, and a very good price. It even still has the warranty on it.

Work called this morning with a day shift for tomorrow. That makes number 5 already. And I was worrying about not enough hours..

And my friend Lauren and her husband Colin were blessed with a beautiful baby boy on Friday night. I went to see them on Saturday morning, and there he was, all fresh and new. I'm so happy for them. Part of me is also super excited because it makes things all the more real- that will be us in 5 1/2 months! (approximately), the Lord willing. Amazing!

So all of the above reasons are why I just need to trust and relax and be thankful.

I am also thankful for homemade bread toasted with Niagara peach jam and spiced gouda cheese (not on the same piece!) :)